Alam Maya "Muka Buku"

Sebenarnya..Disini kita bermula..diarena maya
Berlajar menulis
Berkata berbahasa
Berkawan berkenalan
Bercerita bergurau senda
Usik mengusik sesama
Terkadang tanpa kita tahu siapakan gerangannya insan disebelah sana
Atas dasar percaya sesama kita luahkan kata bahasa
Berpantun berpuisi
Menangis dan ditangisi
Atas dasar apa..?!
Bagiku ia ruang berkarya
Ruang punya teman teman yang menghargainya.
Tempat belajar sesuatu dari yang lain tanpa bayaran
Bertukar tukar pendapat komen dan menyentuh kesukaan
Terkadang disini juga ada duri dalam daging
Gunting dalam lipatan
Yang baik jadi tauladan
Yang buruk jadi sempadan
Dan terkadang terasa amat rindu andai tak mengjengok teman teman dilaman muka buku
Aku hanya aku disini
Di reality aku berbeda
Tersenyum menutup luka
Dimaya kita semua bangkit yang cuba menceriakan suasana
Apalah yang ada pada muka buku..
Hanya aku dan teman teman mayaku
Tempat mengubat luka dihati
Tempat tersenyum dan menangis sendiri
Dan disini juga aku temui kamu..
Sahabat sejati
Tanpa aku sedari

Move on

 I have been looking for him almost 17 years, my first love, and was hoping that he knowing my feeling, waiting until now, I keep convincing myself that I'm over him but whenever he talks to me or whenever I see him I know that I still have the same old feelings, I terribly miss him. I know life goes on but I know he'll always have a special place in my heart. I will move on, but my love still remain, and no one will ever can be like him!
But now I believe .. there's someone else out there for everyone but things will never be the same as the past but better .... live life and enjoy it ... its the hardest thing to do but sometimes we realize its for the best !!!

Love someone who doest love u

If you find yourself inlove with someone who doesn't love you, 

be gentle with yourself, nothing's wrong with you. 

Love just didn't rest on that person's heart. 

If you find someone else who is in love with you 

.....but you don't love the person, gently refuse the gift you can't return. 

Don't take advantage; 

Don't cause pain because how you deal with love is how love deals with you.

I'm Tired

I'm not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. 

I'm just tired. 

Tired of putting in more effort than I receive. 

I'm tired of holding on for nothing. 

I'm tired of believing all your lies. 

I'm tired of you proving me wrong all the time. 

I'm tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.